since I’ve been drinking only one cup of coffee a day, I’ve been in a PHENOMENALLY better mood. I still get caffeine headaches every couple days, but it’s so worth it. They’ll probably go away soon, anyways.
and feeling significantly less bipolar-like lately. So das cool, my meds AREN’T turning me into a bipolar-crazy-person, it was just the coffee!
I think it’ll work out better this time (cutting back on coffee) .. for two reasons. 1. this is the first time I’ve tried it while not working at a cafe. 2. I just forgot. Fuck.
I’ve been getting much better sleep, too, so maybe my memory will start to come back. It’s really frustrating not being able to remember anything. Makes me feel like an old lady. Also, I’ve noticed that when I drink or smoke… basically, partake in any kind of mind-alterer, I forget nearly everything. Which is frightening. and, if I fall asleep, it’s nearly impossible to wake me up. It’s not like a black-out, but it’s hard to describe… so.